Feelings

A little catch up

After having a bit of ME time, It was much needed, I decided to carry on with working full time and also working Cam 2 nights a week. Last week (As I have always been very open) I earned £500 in 2 days,, I know what your thinking. Your probably thinking she had to do allll sorts to get that money.. NOPE. i sat from 9pm on saturday night untill 1:20am and i earnt £300 talking to some guy about life. And then the next night was exactly the same.. HOW LUCKY. i didnt have to move a muscle. I kind of prefer that i think ha.

Anyway me and my friend that also works cam, have decided our main cam man would be a money slave..
If you dont know what one of them are,two options: 1.Google it. 2.Read my next post.. I recommend option 2.

We managed to get in touch with this one guy that has set up a direct debit to us to pay out £120 a month just to talk to us Thats £60 each a month.. WHAT.
Sounds super easy, but i always feel so guilty. I hate taking from money slaves they dont deserve it. Who am i to take advantage? But thats what they want. I think im going to write a PAGE dedicated to all the different fetishes that i know have and have had experience with. Then you guys are opened up to it too.

So a little catch up with me, ive been looking for some more work on a weekend, i love money, but i do feel i have to work for it, But i  was looking at bar jobs and i dont want just a normal bar job. I want a SEX DUNGEON bar job! How interesting would that be? also i could learn some new domm tricks.

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Feelings

Other options than cam

As I said in my last post I’ve been struggling with having the urge to go on. There’s just no motivation, I can’t sit naked on cam for men to annoy me . Let’s face it, it’s degrading. I’ve now after a long train of thought decided that to keep the money coming in I will have to take on a Saturday night job. Hopefully working in a bar. I’m just looking for somewhere at the minute, which isn’t proving the easiest.

I’m taking so much on and it’s starting the wear me down but for some reason I’m ok with its. I don’t feel like I’m struggling.

I don’t know why I feel this way maybe it is because I’ve started doing cam work but I want a job that consists of maybe working in a freaky underground swingers bar or maybe even work as a stripper.. I never thought I would ever say that.

I don’t know how to dance for one so imagine me on stage. The things we do for money someone times I wonder what normal people actually do. Considering my ‘normal’ life is slowly fading away. Because I forgot to mention, my days are cutting down to 4 days a week. That’s £180 a week I’ll be going to. I own a home and I have to buy food. GREAT. One way or another I have to work!!

Love cleo x

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