Let me introduce myself.
I am Queenie. Well that’s my internet name.
I am a normal typical girl that doesn’t really earn too bad money in my day job just not enough. It all started with the money I owe.
I was owing and owing so much money it was stating to grate me down. I couldn’t cope anymore. So I needed more money. I work during the day so my idea was to get a job at night. Another problem, I have no qualifications, I have no cv and I have no idea where to go or what more to do. All my friends can afford nice clothes, nice cars, how do they afford it!?
They don’t do what I do. This is how I make money but in the comfort of my own home and gaurenteed it! I’m gaurenteed the hours, and money. Day & night!!
It all started a few years back and that’s where I think we should start.
I was living a crazy lifestyle partying at a healthy size 10 I was sexy I had big boobs gorgeous long hair and sexy toned legs. I was offered money for sex and I obviously turned it down. I’m not a slut. I don’t want to be paid to be with someone I didn’t like
My friend who was a lot older then left with the guy and the rest was history. We all know what she did and we don’t need to get Into that.
I was disgusted. How could my best friend just go off with someone like that? A couple of years later when our friendship had floated Apart I saw her in a club aboard after splitting up with my partner, and she was telling me how she had became a escort.
The shock to know she had actually carried on with that lifestyle. If disgust hasn’t hit me in the last it hit me then.
She got into telling me details about all the nice places she went to and all the money she earnt and the gifts she received. In my head I thought the slag!how could you give up the most precious thing you have! YOUR BODY. YOUR TEMPLE. THE ONE THING YOU ACTUALLY OWN.
But it got me thinking, is this what girls do to earn all the nice things they own? To earn their house and why they seem so popular and have such a swanky lifestyle. I did my research and if you do it yourself you could probs read it. The amount of girls that do it! I was so shocked.
Once again after loosing each other in the club that night I went home mostly sober lying in bed thinking about it all.
I couldn’t do it. If feel dirty. I needed other options. And by chance I came across ‘webcam modelling’
This is just a posh word used for basically someone who does things on cam for money a prostitute without actually having to meet these people. I don’t even have to speak to them. Or see them.
I couldn’t open up to anyone except my bestfriend who has not admitted to me that she has been a Cam girl for years. I always wondered how she got the money but just figured it was through family, her day job.. Bla.
She sent me a link to where she works and what I need to do to become a member, which was too easy.
As I signed up I felt wrong, dirty and in all I have a partner!! What the hell will he think when he knows I get paid to do everything and ANYTHING.
I couldn’t sleep so at 2am I woke up him and discussed it. (He’s very laid back) after discussing the money problems and work issues he agreed. But if the money didn’t come in to stop straight away.
I thought why not, give it a go?
So all was signed and I waited, I don’t know wether I was excited or just feeling wrong about the whole thing!
That first night was the worst. I was a bag of nerves. Googling everything I needed to do. But I got my first hot with people and after dishing out £120 just by sitting on cam and talking I was hooked!
So this is my journey and stories about my webcam days.